Dear baby hayes,

Hayes oh Hayes, you're growing up right before my eyes. I saw you two weeks ago, and already miss you so much. You mean the world to me. You're 1 of 3 people I would do absolutely anything for. No words can amount to how much I love you. I wish I could see you everyday, and smother you with my love. Unfortunately, I can't. If I could pack up and move to Utah just to see your adorable face everyday, I would. Right now just isn't the time. I guarantee, one day, soon enough, we will be no longer than twenty minutes away from each other. You're going to soon have another baby boy in the house...a baby brother! I don't think anyone's ready for him right now, especially me... but he's coming whether we like it or not! You will always play a huge role in my life. No matter how far away from each other, no matter how many times we see each other a year, no matter what. You are my world, my everything. You sincerely changed me as a person, and my outlook on everything. I look at everything more carefully and clearly, because you taught me to. Hayes Russell, I love you so incredibly much.

Love,

Auntie Kenz.